I've always prayed for good results so that I may glorify God. Before and after I study, I'll pray that God will grant me the memory I need. Before every paper, I'll pray that God be with me in the scarily quiet exam hall, to calm and clear my mind and help me to stay focus. After the exams, I'll pray again to thank God that the paper is over. Even weeks after the exams are over, I'll still be praying for good results.
But more than often after I finally get the results, I'll never be satisfied. I think my results are sort of average, but many will tell me its very good. I'm too comparative. My mum always remind me of this Chinese proverb that says "its never enough if we compare with the people better than us, and its always too much if we compare to people whom are not as good as us".
SPM was a disaster for me. I wasn't even close to satisfied. But my SAM results was different. And for once I'm really really satisfied with my results. I aimed for TER95, but kept my expectations lower at TER90-95. In the end, by God's grace, I got higher than what I aimed for.
Hence, I hereby give ALL glory to GOD, for the grades I've achieved.
With that very unexpected grades, I've decided to study Medicine. I don't know if I have the right mindset and attitude to persue that career, but I'll try my best and change if I have to. I'll continue to pray and hope that Medicine is what God wants me to do. Wish me all the best!
But more than often after I finally get the results, I'll never be satisfied. I think my results are sort of average, but many will tell me its very good. I'm too comparative. My mum always remind me of this Chinese proverb that says "its never enough if we compare with the people better than us, and its always too much if we compare to people whom are not as good as us".
SPM was a disaster for me. I wasn't even close to satisfied. But my SAM results was different. And for once I'm really really satisfied with my results. I aimed for TER95, but kept my expectations lower at TER90-95. In the end, by God's grace, I got higher than what I aimed for.
Hence, I hereby give ALL glory to GOD, for the grades I've achieved.
With that very unexpected grades, I've decided to study Medicine. I don't know if I have the right mindset and attitude to persue that career, but I'll try my best and change if I have to. I'll continue to pray and hope that Medicine is what God wants me to do. Wish me all the best!
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