Saturday, October 4, 2008

A Necessary Change?

I read this from Sheng's blog, and I had the same thoughts also.

"how does it feel if no one can guess wat r ur thoughts or how u feel or you will not have the slightest temptation to bother about others feelings?? sometimes dont u feel dat?.. yea wat am i doin here.. y bother to do this & that which is a total waste of time and u get nothing in return? kinda wished dat life is simpler.. aahhh.. oh no.. getting emo edi.. just like f5.. aihh.. those days where we share our thoughts and emo songs.. emo days.. but in the other hand.. HEY!! U can totally OWN in poker!! hu can guess ur bluffing or not?!"



Seriously, I think the biggest problem with me is that I care too much, so much so that it irritates others. Why should I even care? Life would be much simplier and easier if nothing would concern me. Most people would know that I care alot about details. I always believe that details are the small things that make the big picture perfect. But why? Whats the point? Whats the use? Why??

I've always regarded myself as cold-blooded. But am I really that cold-blooded? I don't know, but I wish my blood would just freeze. I remember taking to Eilene about ignorance. Ignorance is bliss. It saves alot of worries and trouble. But no matter how hard I try, I just can't be completely ignorant. Any tips to be ignorant+cold-blooded? Pls teach!

I've added another poll on the right side, just poll on whatever you think is wrong with me. If there is no adjective that you are looking for, leave a comment or drop a message in the chat box.

Lastly, I wanna thank all those who registered for AdventuRun 2008. Both relatives and friends. See ya all on 12th October! Remember to reach by 7am, and bring minimal stuff as the organisers will not be responsible for any lost.

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